I wake up every night, to see the state I'm in.
It's like an endless fight, I never seem to win.

So I'm back and go to Sheryl's blog for more.

We were part of each other's life and I was the one
person whom you can't seem to get your mind off.
And without doubt, you were always on my mind too.
I look forward to school because there was you, I can
see you face, your smile and I can see you looking at me.
How we walked pass each other in school pretending that both
of us didn't exsist but inside we are yearning so much
for us to be open and how much I wanted to tell you,
" Good morning sweetheart, I love you." But I could only
do that in a virtual form as a text message.

Everyday, we were just like lovebirds humming tunes and
singing love songs and I felt so blessed and I was so Proud.
You sacrificed because of something you experienced called love.
It was new to you and you love it cause you didn't knew that
loving someone can be so sweet and I know you love being loved
by me.

I knew you were upset when you walked away.
I remembered that I told you not to leave me and
make you promise me but you kept silent.
I understood that you couldn't commit and couldn't
make such a promise that you can't keep.
And Baby, I was heartbroken because I know I won't
be your Morning, Afternoon and Night for long.
But it couldn't beat being heartbroken that you found
someone after me.

She's now your Morning, Afternoon and Night.

Yours, K
12:08 AM