i dont want t regret,
i dont want t forget.

omgggg, skye is back! she dint even msg me la.
i found out through debbie's blog. so i called her str away.
nd then the first thing i asked was, wht did you get for me?
hahah. ok, so we jus hung up. yaye, tdy's saturday! tmr's
sunday! cant wait, cant wait.

oh, before gg t sleep.
i think someone jus rather new friends/girlfriends
than their old time buddies.

you found comfort in my pain

Yours, K
12:55 AM

we used to be inseparable, now the love has gone,
tht's the reason why, why you and i can't get along.

beauty nd the beast.
im the beast nd i had the beauty.
even if you get the beauty, she wont want you.
HAHAHAHA.

I HAD THE BEAUTY.
do i even see the past tense for you?
HAHAH.
not even the present tense.
HA.

omg, im jus entertaining myself.
cant help it, nic nd skye aint online. i rly miss
talking t skye. i bet shes like clubbing over at aust.
fucker. haha.

im waiting for saturday nd sunday! i rly cant wait la.
actl, i cant wait for monday, tuesday, wednesday....
cos its one of these days im gg out with ame t shop.
AME! when isit? :)

nd i got new eyecandy! :)
thr's work tmr nd its starting at 12 instead of 10 plus!
yaye.

she wanted t see me sad,
even though it hurts so much.

Labels: take it out of me

Yours, K
12:13 AM

guess wht?

my heart broke.
:(

thts all for tdy.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Labels: its you

Yours, K
11:04 PM

will you say gdbye before you leave?
will you say gnite jus one more time pls.
will you call my phone outta regret?
nd will you love again with other than me.
nd will you speak of me with other than me?
will you rmb me? will you?

i guess its time.
im leaving things the way it is.
i dont know would it help or not,
but i think its the best for her.
at least she kinda hinted me.

i dont know.

im happy tdy :)
im really happy tdy.
OH,
nd this man at kfc really piss me off like fuck.
he wntd his meal fast nd quick so he shouted at this guy
working there. fine, he was served immediately.
not only tht, he couldnt tear open his tomato sauce.

HIM: EH YOU! COME HERE!

kfc guy: yes?

HIM: help me OPEN my sauce!

kfc guy: i help you cut. (he was obviously being bullied)

-guy returned with the packets of tomato sauce-

HIM: YOU! BRING ME A CUP!

HIM: wht kinda service is this!? -grumbles

kfc guy: here's yr cup sir.

HIM: WHERE'S THE STRAW!? HOW AM I GONNA DRINK WITHOUT
THE STRAW!?

wah fuck la. if you wnt someone t serve you pls go t a proper restaurant
nd dont go t a fast food outlet demanding such service!
so i went up t him and said,

ME: THIS ISNT A FUCKING RESTAURANT!

ME: IF YOU WNT ACE SERVICE PLS GO SOMEWHERE
WITH SUCH SERVICE.

ME: YOU'RE NOT LAME, YOU CAN WALK ND TAKE WHT YOU
WNT YRSELF.

ME: oh nd btw, if you bought a drink nd you need a straw t drink,
then how come you dont take it yrself?

nd i jus walked off. felt so good telling him off. the guy 'serving'
him was so poor thing la.
@#$#^@#!#$%^
piss me off like anything.
im gonna slp, damn tired.
gnite world.

is this the last time, my dear
Is this the last time?
I think it's the last time for us.

its clearly obvious tht im forgotten.

Labels: dont deny it, never.

Yours, K
12:03 AM

met up with suat and zan at queens.
then went t jurong point t visit sub then left aft ten mins.
al nd tammy was thr too. hiii both of you :)
then head down t town t meet ame, mel nd nic.
visit shu at tangs too.
knnbccb, got chased away by her supervisor cos thr was this
75th anniversary at tangs. so we jus went down nd headed t
far east. ate subway nd went home.
hehe, i rly cut the whole day damn short. i can do summary.
kkkkk, whyyyy.

i woke up at 8 plus tdy t go t the toilet.
nd i received her msg. although it was like damn short
but i cnt help but smile la. :)

ytd is like the second day since i controlled myself.
i feel myself losing it, but i know i gotta be strong.
sometimes i wonder whether you're thinking of me nd sometimes
ill answer it myself. you know it sucks when you stop
talking t a friend (more like the person i love)
whom u've been talkin to everyday and
for abt a year. this feeling rly suck :(

now tht im weak nd i cant go on, i just cant go on without you.
im missing you too much till it gets numb.

Yours, K
12:10 AM

the last entry was like damn lame.
anws, this is a proper one. yeah, like wtf.
two entries in less than an hour. hahah.
i feel accomplished tdy. maybe thts bec i
controlled myself totally. HA.

i washed my wallet in the washing machine ytd!
wtf la. i forgot t take it out. everything got wet.
):
anws, my hand got scratched by my belt again!
jus as the other scratches was abt t heal, a deeper one came.
wahliewz eh, i tel euu arh. tis is 2 much!
my hand wan2 ok le lor. walao!
ok, this is how i typed last time! im totally grossed out by it. HAHA.
anws, im gonna try not t be emo anymore in my blog.
im gonna be a happy spyke. im trying, so dont say i never worhs.
hehehehe.

eh, but i cnt stop thinking abt ----- gg out with ----!!!!!
roarrrrrrrrrr like sub.

nd this time its rly gnite world.

Yours, K
1:05 AM

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wah, damn true la. ON nd OFF realationships.
the loyal part is true, one night stand is not. i dont have one night stands.
HA.

another one!

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no story.
im butch. Haha.

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i seem t comment on every quiz i do.
nd yes, this is true.

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its more like she doesnt wnt not me.

okay, enough. im too bored. so im off t eat.
im hungry.
eh, i think ill play my psp.

gnite world.

Labels: crying nd fucking

Yours, K
12:13 AM

i dont cry, i cant cry

im wating for thurs then i can stop working.
anws, it was a lousy day ytd. ( its 0029 now)
nd i found out smtg which pisses me off so badly.

on a lighter note, im mitg zan, mel nd ame on thurs!
i finally can celebrate zan's bday with her.
i kno i dint wish you lian, but i dint fgt either.
ure alwys my number one ah lian. nd ill alwys love you.
ure the only ah lian i love. the others have to wait. HA.
happy belated birthday ah lian jie.
wo yong yuan shi ni de ah bend ge ( omg i typed this so fast! im ah beng alr!)
HAHAHAHA.

my heart feels exceptionally heavy tdy. nd i think i know why.
i had two things to be depressed over. wah, my heart so heavy until
go for slimming programme also no use la. HA.

ure so beautiful,
without fail ill go for yr cheeks.
you know im talking abt you.
was it tht easy? it was?
its aint easy for me till now.

ull receive it every night, until the day i get over you.
i cant stand seeing you with her.
she's a lie you cant see nd ull never see.

Labels: the sliver thing tht binds ard our fingers

Yours, K
12:45 AM

now there's no you,
there's no anniversary.


dont you fucking dare eye on her.


its been years,
for some reason i cant get over us.

Yours, K
12:08 AM

yo girl, i held you so tight but you managed t slip through my grip.
how did you do tht man?
it was too tight isnt it.

plans for rompe2 runied.
thanks.

met shu sub nd clement for dinner.
then my mum nagged at me when she went thr t pass me money.
mum, i kno im in the wrong. sorry.
anws i took off t go rompe2 but wow,
so much of im gg for tht.

the excuses you gave for not meeting us is acceptable.
but srsly, ive never seen you giving the same kind of excuses
when you meet her/them. if you're jus lazy t meet us then jus tell us.
nd if you'd rather t go out with them than us then tell us too.
but most of us kno part of the reason why you prefer them.
think abt it, you alwys tell us you cnt come out cos of this nd tht.
but for them, for your outing with them its alwys perfectly fine
without any glitches for eg: yr famous excuses.

have you ever thought of how we'll feel?
like we're alwys not complete.
im not blaming you mate, i jus wnt you t think abt it
nd when you decided to, pls do think of our feelings nd abt us.
we've been gg your way for far too long.
we dont mind but sometimes when it gets too much,
this gets sick.

you done it to me twice.
nd sadly, im disappointed till i cried.
why nd how can you sacrifice so much for them but
not for us. not enough t compare.
mate, ure my friend. my best friend. we talk abt anything
under the sun. wht happened t tht grp of us who used
to be so happy tog.
had them nd forgotten us?

you dont need us, do you?
its the, " if she go then ill go"
it'll never be the "its okay, if you rly wna go, go. ill go with you."
but when you say tht this will follow, " err, see first." "i might not go cos
im...."
fill in the blanks yrself, anyone will fit tht sentence.
i dont hate you, i still love you as much.
but i wnt you to know tht it hurts when you leave me in lurch.
yes, it bloody hell hurts. even if it does not t you.
friend, i love you.
when i have my day off-s, ull be the first one i alwys ask t go out with.
you dint kno tht do you?
but its ok now, i understand yr situation tht you're gg out
with them more often.

im sure this makes it clear its you, my friend tht its you im refering to.
pls talk t me like you used to before.
remember?

im going down like this.
yo girl, im not over like you.

Yours, K
1:22 AM

i can't wait to see you,
want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
that one you had for me before we said our goodbyes.


i wntd t upload the pictures i took during sports day, but i chao lazy.
anws, i cnt wait nd cannot wait for tues. cos its my off day nd posting.
dammit.

no, don think i spoil yr day cos it was after twelve which i did.
yes, you never need me in any ways,
but i foolishly go back to you as though thr's still this
something between us. yeah, no. but i was so damn stupid.
do yknow tht it hurts so bad to be talking to you nd i cnt have you.
i cnt picture anyone of you with anybody.

i realise that im going down from all this pain you've put me through.
everytime i close my eyes i lock it down,
i can't go on not loving you.

being in pain sucks.

Labels: anyone knows how it feels?

Yours, K
12:02 AM

nd now i'll know...


oh yes, it got screwed.
get me in it. pleasssssssse.
twenty point course when i got less than tht?
bullshit.
):



look, im trying my best.
dont come back.

Yours, K
1:19 AM