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i had the most wonderful day ever. im telling you, ever.
it feels great to be so many friends ard me on my day off.

i know its difficult.
but im not forcing, am i?
its fine with me tht i don do anything cos you requested it.
but its not fine when you requested it cos one of your friend is doing it.
i know to you nd to some ppl who's reading this, you may think tht
its damn sensitive of me getting so depressed over some trivial shit.
but hey, think abt it. imagine the time spent thinking nd planning for it,
nd now she wnts you t not do it/ give it up. do you think its
not heartbreakin? nd wht hurts most is tht the girl you love
said you dont need t get her anyth. on her birthday tht is.
i dont blame anyone,  but do you hafta reject me flatly
just like tht? why cant i do it too?
i know you wont appreciate it as much or ull not at all.

you're the creator of my feelings.

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Yours, K
3:25 PM

tonight is the night im gonna come over
nd tell you ure the one for me.

cant wait for first march cos thts when im getting my pay.
abt two quarters of my pay will be given t jac.
its more like paying her. i wna get my psp! yaye! cnt wait.
so im not workin tdy! like finaly. nd im not working on 2nd march too!
then ill have my money by then nd ill go shopping!

im tired but i rly don feel like slpg.
i think im gonn bathe altho i jus bathe.
im still feeling itchy all over. i don have any fuckin idea why.
esp my legs, its like red so i think its rashes.
oh, gg out with sub tmr. t tpy t see her phone. her violet v3i.
ND i saw this nokia slim! i think its looks damn nice nd sleek.

i tell you wht i wnt when i get my pay:

*PSP
*SHOES
*SPECS
*BAG
*CLOTHES

yeah, tht should be all for now. but i may postpone some t my nex pay
cos my nex pay its more!!! omfg, i realised ive been talkin abt my pay non-stop.
so if u manage t read up till here ure damn good.
alright, im gonna bathe nd slp. goodnight world.

this few days are simply awesome

Yours, K
12:51 AM

you spend your nights alone, and he never comes home
and every time you call him, all you get's a busy tone
i heard you found out, that he's doing to you
what you did to me, ain't that the way it goes


i woke at like nine!? am i crazy or wht? i can slp longer but i chose t wake up
so early. nd when i wna slp longer i cnt cos i got work. this is getting outta
hand. my slpg timings are screwed. im gonna get my pay soon. lke finally.
i wntd t go on a healthy diet tdy so i drank soup for breakfast.
nd i broke my healthy diet thingy, cos i ate so much for lunch.
stupid spyke. stupid. tskkkk. i know its kinda expected but im trying. rly hard.
i found a new game t keep me occupied! feeding frenzy 2! i know
its like damn childish but im still young!

i wna get a psp nd maybe a new ipod. the red ed one is damn zai.
anyone who have good deals on psp? OH, nd i wnt my ultra slim.
but then, i just got my new phone. my mum will kill me if she knows
i change my phone AGAIN. hahah. i wna meet up with my friends soon!
i miss them all like fuck. but i jus met up with shu, meilin nd sub t have dinner.
so i wna meet the rest soon. suppose t be on sunday at mel's hse.
but my work have last min changes! @#$%^$#


you cheated girl, my heart bleeds girl
so it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
just a classic case, a scenario
tale as old as time, girl you got what you deserved.

Labels: I deserved it too

Yours, K
12:28 AM

I think I could like you, but I keep holding back.
Cause I can't seem to tell, if you're fiction or fact.
Show me you can laugh, show me you can cry,
show me who you really are, deep down inside.


my friends are over at my hse.
we're gonna play majong.
nicole nd skye reached le. waiting for the others t come.
anws, nciole nd skye saw this entry nd they were speechless.
i alr quit speaking like lian liao.
HAHAHAHA.

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Yours, K
1:12 PM

I've got more wit,
a better kiss,
a hotter touch,
a better fuck  than any boy you'll ever meet,
sweetie you had me.
Girl I was it, look past the sweat,
a better love deserving of.
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?


Happy first year anni B.
(:

Yours, K
12:55 AM

omfg,
i swear im damn tired. im very tired. there's work later.
luckily on the second shift. ill jus die if its first shift.
my work later is gonna be damn tough ):

"Don't start it."
you feel nothing, at all?

):

i wish i can stop loving you.
i wish,

Labels: you broke it.

Yours, K
2:02 AM

sub looks weird here, don look like her :O


its the heavy thing tht keep the balloon down, nice right!


it was so tall, i had to hold it halfway


al baked cookies nd she folded hearts <3


she bought me roses too (: but it was like rotten -_-


she wrote on the fulscap paper. the back part of it is P&C :D


sub love her purple balloon. duh!


i had to do this because so many ppl were PLAYING with it ):


we were hiding the balloons behind an apron -_-


thanks al! (:
for the wonderful presents. although its only from you,
i appreciate it a lot. nd i know ure gg through hell. ill slap them
for you one day. nd thts if i can luh.
take care! <3

oh, stmargs netball beat crescent! finally!
SEMIFINALS, here they come. HAHA. kkkk, whyyy!

so sub nd i had work on valentine's day. it was a funny day though!
laugh like shit luh. keep laughing then never do our job properly.
tmr work with her again nd skye is nice t come down!
nd thts also bec she wna take her dvds from me.
work pass so slowly tdy! nd on friday im not working with sub!
tht means dieeeee! ): gotta work like shit luh. die die die! ):
nd saturday also! sub, volunteer yrself t work on tht both days luh. 
then got money lei!

i'm a happy girl tdy cos you're so _____! :D
.... which is you.

(((((((((:

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Yours, K
12:05 AM

tdy jesslyn asked me a question.
wht a question! she asked me whether i like D.
NO! i dint even like her, i jus thought she looked like ___!
nd tht was why i thought she was ok.
so i hope jesslyn is reading this but i doubt she will. im gonna clear it with her.
okay, whyyyyy? heheh. whyyy. heheh. whyyyyy.
nicole i miss doing tht with you! ):
do it with me soon! whyyyy. hahah. whyyyyyy.
kkkkk. whyyyyy.
omg, rly cannot stop. even when blogging! how ah nicole? whyyyyy.
is yr head like turning? anws, wrk tmr w sub! YAYE. but no valentine's.
nd sub is not gonna be my valentine's. hahah.

okay, im going off now. gonna slp.
gnite world.

The hardest part of this, is leaving you.
I cnt make myself walk away but i did,
because i love you.

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Yours, K
1:14 AM

 


Hiiiiii. these were all taken on yesterday. 
its either the specs or jus us tht make us look alike. -_-
so anyways,  i was working with sub and we jus took some photos luh.
we were bored and our legs were damn tired. so we took photos.
my mum's so nice! she bought me a new phone. thank you mummmm.
hehehe, i doubt she'll read this luh.

i staying home for the whole of tdy. cos i need rest before i start t
work like fuck when tmr starts. even on valentine's im working.
how bad can tht can? this is the first year im working during valentine's. ):
oh, but i know my friends and steph are gg out on wednesday.
i wna go out too! ):
but ive smtg t be happy abt. CNY is coming and tht means ang baos, ba kua and
majong! YAYE. aye fel, chu san where is our majong session held at ah?

seven ppl online and all of them are away. i think im gonna play my cs now.
i shall play games t pass time.
ive chosen my poly courses alr. whether they accept me or not, i gotta pray hard.

okay, im srsly very tired. and ive slept back three times. i think im gonna slp
again. gnite, gnite world.

My one day with you (:

Labels: hoping ull say you love me too

Yours, K
3:54 PM

ive been going to spore poly's website a million times.
tmr's my doom's day.
last day for me if i dont do well.

thanks elle.
wht friends are for? 
(:


You are never coming home
Never coming home

 

Yours, K
9:41 PM

You Should Get a Tattoo of Initials

Modern and expressive You're proud of who you are (or who you love)!

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

hahah. this is funny. there's a lesbian quiz too but im too lazy to do.
thts all im gonna do. im gonna continue when i feel like it. hahah.
anws, im waiting for skye t wake up. shes late and dead. say eleven meet but
then until now shes slpg like a ABCDEF.
oh, my dear friend skye is awake. and she still called me idiot when she slept back
TWICE! #@$%^&*

i dont know how i feel. i cnt help but think abt it. regrets, thts the last thing i wnt
myself t feel. ive regretted once and i dont wnt t regret twice.
making a decision is so difficult but i hope whatever decision i make it'll turn out well.

i'm sorry, i should have trusted you.
i dreamt of you and her, again.

Labels: i know you lied, thanks.

Yours, K
11:55 AM

i think the thailand goalkeeper got shocked.
cos spore's number nineteen scored and like wht the compre said,
the stadium was in complete silence. only a few were cheering. sporeans of cos!
YAYYE, spore won and im so happy! but seriously, i think the thais is like super 
confident cos the refrees were playing in their game. like helping them in a way.
alam shah got the most valuable player and many more awards luh.
wah, watching the match can jus gimme heart attack.
tht dickson player is so blind. obviously there is no team members t his right,
and he did the smartest thing a footballer will do. 
kick it to nobody! !@#!$%^$#@ i swear, his eyes are like closed while playing!
but my dad said spore does not have skills as compared t thailand. 
okay, maybe wht he said was true judging from the way they played against
thailand in the 2nd league. 
oh no, match's finished and work tmr. 

so early! and end so late! ill be tired! let me slp in for a while more ok? ill be there
ten mins late. hehehe. i heard results on friday, omg. 
people, prepare for my burial. ): 
so im off on thursday, but im gg bac t sch on thursday t teach viviana. 
the trophy's nice, heheh. wait, which trophy not nice? 

okay, i gotta slp early. stay online a little longer than go force myself t slp.
im not used t slpg early. and tdy feels so weird. cos no msgs received from ______.
and ytd night i did the most stupid thing i ever did in my life.
i msged ______. nvm. omg, my com was screwed jus now but all thanks t
starhub its okay alr! YAYYE. anws, sorry aly. it was suppose t be fast.
but my com went siao. hehehe. sorry.

ransom letter.
do you rmb its the first song you wrote for me?

Labels: so you stole my heart

Yours, K
10:03 PM

hiiii.
this is the classic  photo of FEL.
while taking this photo i realised tht a lot of ppl were lookin at us takin her photo.
cos she was posing and we were takin like she's some star.
oh yes she is. FEL is Edna from the incredibles. cool eh?
but seriously, i still think she's more of cleopatra and maybe a tad of Edna.
hahaha, wah. tdy rly laugh a lot. was making fun of FEL'S facial expression.
cos skye's lj have like current mood thingy. so she was thinkin of putting FEL'S
face as her mood;
happy, angry, frustrated, sian, sleepy etc. super funnnnyyyy.

skye: im having goosebumps lei.
spyke: thts because ure hungry!
short pause -------
spyke: okay, i was lying.
skye: i know, i never buy yr shit.
spyke: well, you never pay though.
HAHAHAH. -_-

anws, there were a lot more funnnny convo we had but i
had t forgot them. GREAT.  work tmr. WOW. im so refreshed.
wish me happy working day.
thanks.

oooooh, euphoria say she's running for sports day instead of joining cheer.
i think she'll dance while running. like do a few spins. NICE.

i rather to be yours than your friend.

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Yours, K
11:54 PM

skye's lj just made me confirm whether im human or not. 
@#$%^&!
CAN AN ANIMAL TYPE?! NO RIGHT, SO IM HUMAN DUH.
work is fun! i love workin but tiring luh. but at least sub is with me.
two places and they put me the furthest! -_-
monday full shift, walao. means i do opening and closing. i hate opening at j8.
or maybe jus the stocking up. fine, now im worried for my opening on sunday.
im scared i screw it up esp when there's a cash register.  

OH NO, ONE OF MY FISH IS LIKE GONNA DIE. HOW?!
so poorthing luh. so i separated it with the rest and put it in a red pail.
i think cannot see lei, cos very red. hehe. ok, not funny lo.
hope by the morning it'll feel better. then ill put it bac into the main tank.
im so tired but i cnt slp until 4 hrs ltr.
tdy, my mood was spoilt once i reached home. it was so fucked.
okay, ive a date with fel tmr, again.
hehehe, i think she misses me too much luh thts why keep askin me out.
hehehe.
i miss fel too, so might as well. i needa go sch tmr too. so early man.
so treat me coffee when you see me yawn. hahah.


ill hold you by the waist and say,
"you're mine all right."
ill hold your hand and say,
"its okay, its only sweaty palms."
ill put my hands at the back and say,
"ill hold you close so you wont run away"
ill hug you and say,
its okay if my hands cant touch, whts best is ure here in my embrace"
ill kiss you and say,
"its dry."

dont you get it?
it means i love you.

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Yours, K
12:27 AM