Thursday, August 30, 2007

I feel The Urge.

I miss you. Damn badly.
Sigh.


Yours, K
2:28 AM


Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Hairin saw her today!
Not fair! :(
I miss seeing her.
This. Is. Bad. Because. I. Think. I've. Really. Fallen. For. Her.


Yours, K
10:36 PM


Monday, August 27, 2007

Your hair.
Your nose.
But your face,
keeps me in comatose.

Sorry I don't make sense but I'm very much in love
with someone. And I think that's what love do to you,
it's crazy but I think I like it. Hehehehehe.

Hello E for Elephant, I'm K for Kangaroo.
It's gonna be 3 weeks and I hope we can see each other in school.
:)


Yours, K
1:01 AM


Wednesday, August 22, 2007

I should stop using the intial like "K" cause I realise I'm not the
only one. So some other people might ask questions using
the initial "K" and they think it's me. Hahaha. Seriously, I got
nothing else better to blog cause class is boring and I'm Eggcited.

I'm gonna go home, read a book and sleep. What a life I'm living.
And seriously, on the way to school I kept thinking of -(Anon).
I wonder how it would be like if we were to get together.
Hmmm.


Yours, K
3:08 PM



Sometimes I close my eyes and pretend that being hurt is an inconvinience
that can be overcome with the proper amount of words and/or some physcology.
There are times when I wanna be alone and cry my heart out but knowing
how puffy my eyes will be, I refused. I keep all those pain in me until
that fine day I will explode in pieces. I don't have a big heart to contain those
misgivings only I think my ass is big and I don't lie about that. I am hips,
so hips don't lie. Sorry about the bad puns but I seriously need something
lame and stupid to cheer me up and that would probably be, myself.

Be it a failed/brief relationship or a failed friendship, I'm so emotional.
So how can I be so insane to ask myself to check whether
I need them in my life. There are times when I thought that
I can do without them and lead life as per normal as how I always do
like eating so damn much and complain I'm so damn fat.
But I'm so used to their exsistence that the most difficult is even when the
relationship fails you want them to be your friend to share your woes.
But how life torture me and how I torture myself that it's so difficult to have
such a scenario.

I think I'm sucha bore cause all I have is words and no pictures.
I don't have the habbit of taking pictures when I go out and not
when everything I do is about floorball.
I want to talk through my pictures but unfortunately my camera is missing
and I don't want to use my phone camera. You know talking through
pictures is so cool cause there are many interpretations and it's up to you to
interpret it. So no offence even if you misinterpret it.

Wow, I'm suprised how I type so much and how I'm so tired at 1:27.
Alright, there is fucking school tomorrow and I don't like the faci because
she doesn't like me, I can tell.

Okay, I'm off to hop and hope to find someone that I can relate to while
on the process of hopping and hopping and hopping.

And seriously, I think I fell in love with you.


Yours, K
1:15 AM


Saturday, August 18, 2007

18 months.
Yes, I'm still at it and I'm still clinging on to it.
Cause, unlike you, I don't have what it takes to
forget what we had.
I don't have the strength to let you go.

Yeah, you might whatever me.
But I'm sorry, I love you all the same.
Feelings don't just fade because of the distance.

Your image engluf me.
Stay happy my someone.
I love you.


Yours, K
12:01 AM


Friday, August 17, 2007

The memories keep piling on me.
I just can't erase us.
Don't you miss us?


Yours, K
12:59 AM


Thursday, August 16, 2007

I blog too much suddenly.

Can't help, class is boring and I'm so tired.
Can't wait for the holidays. But the other schools
have longer breaks than us. Wtf.
Then a new class when a new semester starts.
I'm afraid I don't know how to adapt. Do I? No?

Oh, and I miss you so much that it's killing me.
Why can't I get you off my mindddddd?


Yours, K
11:28 AM


Wednesday, August 15, 2007

K. says:
i show u more fat pics of me

SHERYL says:
dont want

SHERYL says:
demoralise me

SHERYL says:
i last time thin now fat

SHERYL says:
u diff

SHERYL says:
dont wanttttttttt


THANKS SHERYL! :D
Hahaha, you're not fat but chubby.
Hehehe.


Yours, K
2:05 PM



You smell nice even when you're smelly.
Cause love know no boundaries.


Yours, K
1:11 AM



You should have told me from the start,
that this was never meant to last.
Then we wouldn't have gone this far.

Because it's harder to forget you.


Yours, K
12:31 AM


Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I'm thinking what I want to blog about.
Cause you see, there is nothing "happening" right now.
Well, except for today during lunch. One of the most
embarrassing moments ever. And I want to avoid the
whole thing and run away when I see them.

Pestan ( Pesta + Sukan ) is this saturday and sunday.
Skools Vs Storm, first match. Guess at what time?
TEN THIRTYYYYYYY AMMMMM!
Then 3 on 3 next saturday and sunday, I'm gonna make a
fool out of myself. S:

Cramps is killing me.
I don't understand why do the girls get it and the guys don't.
All they have to do is to "suffer" in army or what some says fun.
I hate cramps and I detest periods. I abhor it when it's during
training. Damn disgusting. %#&%^%^#%^
Walked around queens to get our jerseys done.
Went to look for my tennis humongous bag because
the nike one is breaking my right shoulder badly.

I can't wait for the trip. I'm gonna have so much fun with
the girls and OF COURSE they will definately have fun with me.
Well, I'm their kai xin guo. Hehehehe.
When I told Sheryl that I was not going, she was like sad la.
Don't deny cause I can see it from your eyes.
Don't worry, I'm going so you won't miss me :)
Hehehehe.

Okay, going to collect the jerseys now! WOOOOO.
RP ADROITS #6!

" I really wanted to see you. "
" And I know I cannot let it go. "


Yours, K
8:05 PM


Monday, August 13, 2007

I doubt you'll read this but,
I love you.


Yours, K
11:55 PM



Baby, it's what you put me through.
I miss your smell.
:(


Yours, K
1:17 AM


Sunday, August 12, 2007

Cause I miss it when I don't talk to you for a few good mins
because of something stupid.
Cause I miss it when we talk.
Cause I miss your laughter.
Cause I miss irritating you.
Cause I missed out so much in you that,

I miss you.

If time didn't heal everything and if it made it worse,
then I'll stop trying to get to you.
But I'll be the air you breathe and I'll be your funniest man alive.
I'll let you irritate me for all time not because I feel you should
but because, it's what I miss and what keeps us going.

To what seems like 10 years of friendship,
I sincerly thank Him for bringing you to me.
It's the far most, best thing that even happened.


Yours, K
11:59 AM



Cause it will take much longer than the previous.
It's killing me in every literal sense that what seem to be
nonsense is getting more realistic.
And it hurts and you thought this never exsisted in me.


Yours, K
11:40 AM


Friday, August 10, 2007

Do you think of me as much as I do?


Yours, K
12:34 PM



Yesterday night, I imagined you with me.


Yours, K
12:33 PM


Wednesday, August 8, 2007

It always happens when night falls.

We could never turn back the hands of the clock,
we could never be as happy.
I thought of giving you the best and the most,
but I screwed it time and time again.
I want to give you what you deserve and everything you wanted.
I failed in every aspect to make you happier.
Nevertheless, you loved me unconditionally.

You're here when I close my eyes.
But I know I'm living a lie.

It's just this few days that I wish we could smile together again.
I want to see a message from you. But how will I react?
Happy? Excited? Shocked? Maybe nothing at all.
Afterall, I'm numbed.

I try but I can't deny.
How I wish I don't miss you.


Yours, K
1:04 AM


Monday, August 6, 2007

Hello there,

How are you? I miss you quite terribly.
I saw you that day and I kept looking at you.
But I just pretended that I didn't notice you were there.
I was hoping that you will look over but sigh.
I just wanna let you know that you're remembered.
Glad to see that you're fine and well :)
Take care of yourself and you're greatly missed and loved.

( To someone much more special than just girls and boys alone)

Always,
K


Yours, K
1:43 AM


Saturday, August 4, 2007

Trainin yo


Snuggy!


Snuggy's co owner! Dinee!


Err. Hairin.... :S


ERRRR. Okayyyy.
I <3 this picture. I took it twice.

Gerri! :D


PeiPei :D


Rigel! :D
I still look as fat :(

J.U.M.P / Warcry


Philly and Gerri!


This is Joreen. The not cute.


Under my umbrella ella ella eh eh eh!
Iyliee!


Sham, Joreen and Gerri!

This is for my week from Monday to Friday.
As you can see, all floorballers. My life revolves around floorball man.
More photos will be up soon once Sham send over. (The one in green.)

Happy Birthday Empress!
I love you and I'm gonna have breakfast with you at the Oriental!
(:

Goodnight!

Not just a physical attraction but something more


Yours, K
1:44 AM


Friday, August 3, 2007

SHERYL says:
i wanna be -.. oh gosh.

SHERYL says:
i cnat wear - now

K. says:
dnt eat lo

SHERYL says:
cnt la

HAHAHAHAHA! Thanks for cracking me up.
You're the second best :p


Yours, K
2:32 AM



Floorball did took my mind of her.
Inevitably, floorball can't always do the job.
Well, I can say that I did go through a rough patch.
I mean those who know me well enough will know that
I don't show how I feel inside especially when I'm depressed.
I'll accumulate it and then let it out when there is a need to.

It seems to me that it's weird, without you.

Sometimes, I wanna call you but I know you won't be there.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I couldn't do.

I miss you.
And it's taking me over.


Yours, K
1:50 AM


Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Influence.

Hello, I miss you.
A lot.

Constantly.


Yours, K
1:31 AM



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