I couldn't sleep because I was talking to my friends and
dreaming about what it would be like if I could get my hands on
that Nikon camera for $1300+ fucking expensive I swear.

It was at the space where we hid under the moonlight and kissed.
How disturbing those noises the lizards were making but that
didn't matter because that's how people in love will react.
I guess we were crazy and we were yearning to kiss each other too.
I couldn't see you face clearly because it was dark and it was early
in the morning where people were sleeping and we were... well,
enjoying each other's company. You were so wonderful and I was
lucky, very lucky to have you.

I saw the space a few days back and how I recall and how real it
felt once again. But I can only recall, and thats the best I can have.
All I have is words with me, but I knew my actions could make you stay.
But rather, it made you leave because I fucking walked away.
Now when I think back, my life get shortened by a few days.


I never knew how to be really happy when I lost you.

Yours, K
2:49 AM