It always happens when night falls.

We could never turn back the hands of the clock,
we could never be as happy.
I thought of giving you the best and the most,
but I screwed it time and time again.
I want to give you what you deserve and everything you wanted.
I failed in every aspect to make you happier.
Nevertheless, you loved me unconditionally.

You're here when I close my eyes.
But I know I'm living a lie.

It's just this few days that I wish we could smile together again.
I want to see a message from you. But how will I react?
Happy? Excited? Shocked? Maybe nothing at all.
Afterall, I'm numbed.

I try but I can't deny.
How I wish I don't miss you.

Yours, K
1:04 AM