If I stop blogging and stop updating my life,
will anyone remember me?

It suddenly dawned on me that whether I am
even remembered by anyone be it a friend
or an ex girlfriend. I happened to chance upon
this blog and when I read her entries, I felt that
she is so lucky because even though her schedule is
so tight, she and her friends are still close than ever.

I don't know. I think some "friends" erased me out of their
life for good. Am I that insignificant?
Well, at least I'm still in contact with gaya and probably zan.
I kinda like lost contact with shuwen and ame. Except for
that time when she called me for zan's laptop only.

So now the question is, who are my True friends?
Those who are around me most of the time or
those that who are around me when I need someone the most?
I think I have no true friends because the latter has never
happen to me. Isn't that sad. Ha.

But I guess this is karma back at me.
This is an emo post ar. It has since been long.

I suddenly thought of - too and it made me realize.
This are some of the wonders and miseries life can do to you.
And once again, it hurts.

I thought I had True friends until that happened.
Maybe Karmun, the only true friend you have is youself
cause one betrayed you in ways you thought she will never do.
Sad to say, human character changes and it could be drastic.

Done it once too many times. Don't expect
me to think it's simple when it's complicated.

Ohwells....

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There are loopholes in your entries.
Meeting Rigel and duck at 1115 and the rest at 1130.
I think I'm expecting some talking back.
WOOOOOOOO!

Yours, K
2:48 AM