Wednesday, June 13, 2007
After a long time, this is the second time i blog
again in a day. I think history will repeat itself again.
Why? Like I blog a lot this few days then I'll stop
completely again. As usual huh. HA.
Three weeks of bumming around at home and out,
it's time to go back to school. Time to face backstabbing,
quarrels amongst each other, politics and most importantly
the
waking up part. The most difficult part of the whole process.
Know why? Because I sleep at five almost everyday and
wake up at nine to find myself staring blankly, realising I can't
sleep back anymore. I'm tired and I can't sleep. I think I can
go to the zoo and blend in with the pandas.
I can feel the weight of my eyebags adding on to my initial weight......
Sigh.I'll be going out tomorrow with En again.
Because Gaya decided to be a good girl and study. (She should)
En told me to call/text her if I'm not going out with my Gaya.
This time we must take pictures, then I can make my post
a pictorial post instead of this. Isn't it wordy? Hahah.
Babe is doing her work/studying now.
I placed my black spiderman light chain near my phone.
I want to see the light lit up. I know it's kinda stupid,
because I can just make it on a sound mode or vib mode.
But I'm anticipating for her message and getting myself all excited.
For all I know, she's asleep already.
Well......
Shit, I ate a lot today.
- Cup noodles for lunch ( I didnt finished it)
- Some bento rice thingy for dinner
I told myself I can't eat after 6pm, (Yeah, I had dinner at 5pm)
but guess what........ I drank milk tea for supper!
I'm feeling the guilty pang now. I've been eating one meal per day
for two weeks and I totally just broke the cycle!
I think it helps, like the cup noodles.
Normally, I would just finished the whole thing. But today,
I don't have the appetite. Not only today but for the past
two weeks. I get hungry easily but not anymore. I don't have
the appetite for food anymore.
Like, one meal a day is enough but today....... UGH!
You're worth every single second of me
