Friday, April 13, 2007
tmr or rather tdy is the friday the thirteenth.
i hope i dont get the bad bad luck.
haha, so cliche. anws, its not like i dont
have the bad luck alr. ohwells.
nic said " see you online, means you hafta be online ah."
but until now, i dont see her online. tht liar! arg.
i want t wake up in the morning to
see her sleeping beside me. i'll give
her many kisses and uknowingly she'll
kiss me on the forehead. then she'll fall
back to sleep almost immediately.
i'll watch her sleep and smile thinking t myself
how cute she is when she tries t take
the blanket all t herself and leave me nothing.
after awhile, realising its too hot she'll
dump the blanket t me. how silly.
when her hair gets into her face, ill put
it at the back of her ears. her hair so soft
tht i cant resist but t stroke it gently, so tht
she wont be disturbed.
when she wakes up she'll make funny
noises then she'll fall to her side. calling
my name softly hoping tht i cant hear her.
then she'll lie on my shoulders and cuddle
up beside me. she'll take my hand and stroke
it. all these i knew it. but i kept on sleeping
letting her show me tht she loves me.
and when i knew she fell asleep on me,
i put my hands ard her so tht she'll get closer.
when she wakes up again, she nudged me.
i woke up t the excessive nudges and she greeted
me with the world's sweetest kiss on my forehead.
and i want this to repeat over and over again.
one night, i hugged you to sleep and in the
morning we were still in the same position.
you complained to me how yr back aches
because of tht but you said you love it cos
you can feel tht i never want t let you go.
i'll never let you go.
i remembered there was once when i held
your hand in a funny way. and you asked why
do i like t hold it tht way. so i answered because
this way, i can hold you much tighter.
you nod yr head and looked away,
but i knew you smiled cos from the corner
i can see your cheeks higher than usual.
she's my best friend, my confidant, my secret,
my teacher and my love.
she's looking so tanned and im white.
i need t get darker so tht we can match,
but this is wht she said,
" we'll be outstanding when i'm darker
and you're fairer, so ppl will notice
us and i'll show them ive got a girlfriend
like you and they don't "
how sweet, but it never last.
