Friday, April 6, 2007
this is getting too far from wht i imagined,
this is the ending tht you called for.youghurt taste so good although its made
from bacteria. as im putting the spoon filled
to the brim with yoghurt in my mouth,
the bacteria are actl wriggling in my mouth waiting
t get disgested in my stomach. they'll kill all the bad
cells nd make it into better cells (?) HAHA.
but rly man, its damn nice. apple flavour!
its not surprising im getting EMOtional
day by day. no matter how hard i try t make
myself happy, it doesnt work a single bit.
cos it lies at the back of my head nd it chooses
to resurface only at night when one's mind
starts t think nd remember.
srsly, fuck this whole situation.
i dont know wht you're trying t get outta me?
do you wnt t see me all depressed as
though the end of the world has come for me?
does tht
please you so much tht you wna
do it t me time nd time again?
if you're, tell me. dont do those same
fucking things you did again!
you're draining me out. please be very
happy tht all my energy has been given t you,
now please change for the better.
it doesnt matter if we cnt be like before but
i just wnt the old you back, even as friends.
im pleading you. thank you.
i hate my room lights.
its really irritating the shit out of me.
it keeps flickering between orange nd white.
i need t go buy new round light bulb. haha.
sch's starting, nd i think i dread it.
dammit. i want it t be fun nd not dead boring
like during orientation they teach you how
to use laptop! #@$%^&^%$#
mfcb. wah, this post damn long.
friend, why arent you answering her calls?
friend, dont be over sensitive.
friend, she's yr friend.
friend, she loves you.
friend, dont think she hates you.
friend, think abt the consequences caused.
friend, you dont mind losing her dont you?
friend, she's upset tht ure not contacting her.
friend, are you their friend?
friends, we are still your friends.
dont you have to find out whts right nd wrong?
who's right nd wrong?
