yo girl, i held you so tight but you managed t slip through my grip.
how did you do tht man?
it was too tight isnt it.

plans for rompe2 runied.
thanks.

met shu sub nd clement for dinner.
then my mum nagged at me when she went thr t pass me money.
mum, i kno im in the wrong. sorry.
anws i took off t go rompe2 but wow,
so much of im gg for tht.

the excuses you gave for not meeting us is acceptable.
but srsly, ive never seen you giving the same kind of excuses
when you meet her/them. if you're jus lazy t meet us then jus tell us.
nd if you'd rather t go out with them than us then tell us too.
but most of us kno part of the reason why you prefer them.
think abt it, you alwys tell us you cnt come out cos of this nd tht.
but for them, for your outing with them its alwys perfectly fine
without any glitches for eg: yr famous excuses.

have you ever thought of how we'll feel?
like we're alwys not complete.
im not blaming you mate, i jus wnt you t think abt it
nd when you decided to, pls do think of our feelings nd abt us.
we've been gg your way for far too long.
we dont mind but sometimes when it gets too much,
this gets sick.

you done it to me twice.
nd sadly, im disappointed till i cried.
why nd how can you sacrifice so much for them but
not for us. not enough t compare.
mate, ure my friend. my best friend. we talk abt anything
under the sun. wht happened t tht grp of us who used
to be so happy tog.
had them nd forgotten us?

you dont need us, do you?
its the, " if she go then ill go"
it'll never be the "its okay, if you rly wna go, go. ill go with you."
but when you say tht this will follow, " err, see first." "i might not go cos
im...."
fill in the blanks yrself, anyone will fit tht sentence.
i dont hate you, i still love you as much.
but i wnt you to know tht it hurts when you leave me in lurch.
yes, it bloody hell hurts. even if it does not t you.
friend, i love you.
when i have my day off-s, ull be the first one i alwys ask t go out with.
you dint kno tht do you?
but its ok now, i understand yr situation tht you're gg out
with them more often.

im sure this makes it clear its you, my friend tht its you im refering to.
pls talk t me like you used to before.
remember?

im going down like this.
yo girl, im not over like you.

Yours, K
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