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i had the most wonderful day ever. im telling you, ever.
it feels great to be so many friends ard me on my day off.

i know its difficult.
but im not forcing, am i?
its fine with me tht i don do anything cos you requested it.
but its not fine when you requested it cos one of your friend is doing it.
i know to you nd to some ppl who's reading this, you may think tht
its damn sensitive of me getting so depressed over some trivial shit.
but hey, think abt it. imagine the time spent thinking nd planning for it,
nd now she wnts you t not do it/ give it up. do you think its
not heartbreakin? nd wht hurts most is tht the girl you love
said you dont need t get her anyth. on her birthday tht is.
i dont blame anyone,  but do you hafta reject me flatly
just like tht? why cant i do it too?
i know you wont appreciate it as much or ull not at all.

you're the creator of my feelings.

Labels: i hope the day i say i hate you will come soon

Yours, K
3:25 PM