i went for jean's bbq farewell bbq tdy. 
im gonna miss jean like abcdefgh. she's so irritating. HAHAH.
then i started bbq-ing, as usual. my favourite! hehe.
so left at ard.. i cant rmb luh. haha. waited for a cab with the others so they
drop me off since its near my hse. skye called me and we talked until half an hour 
ago. it was quite funny luh. but for the first time she said she wntd t put
down cos she wntd t slp. wow. 

results are like coming out soon. im soooo nervous luh.
How? ):
die die die. but i hope i don fail or anyth luh. ill crrryyyy!

rmb how we used t spend most of our days tog and how we loved
each other so much. how i waited so long and how much effort i put in.
ive been hiding it for so long and too long hoping maybe you'll come back
but knowing you wont. i regret for doubting you and not trusting you.
seriously, if i can turn bac time ill wna treat you the best you've been treated.
we were never meant t be separated,
im just a phone call and a msg away. 
but you'll never know the pain you gave me.

and even though we moved on,
it gets so hard t walk away ):
ive tasted it too long.

I can't forget how we used to be our life
from day to day.
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't

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Yours, K
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