it was unexpected.
i thgt i was correct after all.
and i thgt u did loved, bt u dint.
why r u sucha liar? y are u lyin
thru yr teeth?! u tink its OH so fun?!
WHTEVR ok.


bloody hurt.


` spyker !

Yours, K
11:07 AM

DARN!

math paper 1.

dammit. it was NA paper. thgt it was NT
paper cos its normally NT paper.
and it was quite difficult, bt i tried, i cracked my head
and wrked out the bloody answers.
bt i noe i wun do well, i alwys dnt do well for math.
damn everyth.

chem paper.

one word- difficult.
it was worse den wht i thgt.
i dint noe how t do and i was scared,
cos i dowana fail my chem, and i noe im nt gna do
well for bio. ms poh is surely nt gna gimme high marks. i

ok. me and my frens were talkin abt -------
so hilarious. haha. and were laughin until our tummy so pain.
bt whtevr la. haha.

im so hpy ytd! WOOHOO! it was so FUN.
and i love it. weehee. it was nice (:
and i stil wnt s'more. eeeww.
sounds os horny right? UH!
dnt tink so horny. haha, cos its NOT! :p

RACHELKOHSHIYI!
i eidited yr name alr! HPY?!
haha, bt i took VERY lng la. BUSY w exams wht. haha.
so cnt blame me right? haha.

dere wil be new timetable for us.
INTENSIVE CHINES AND SOCIAL STUIDIES!
hw bad cn tht get? and only 3 more wks t mug for
Ns. i dowana fail. hmm, the sec5s say Ns is too
difficult t fail. haha. my fren broke dwn cos of Os ok.
the stress dey're receivin is far too much. i pity em ):



i need new specs. cos my degree is detoriatin.
KNS. HAHA!

are we gna smile forevr? (:


` spyker !

Yours, K
12:30 PM

i was suppose t study CHEM.
bt den me and skye gt tired of MOLES.
so we came into the com lab and start doin all this.
bloggin agn. its so borin, im gna fail chem bt, yes
of cos i wil study hard for it. i LOVE chem. haha.
yeh, its weird cos a lot of ppl hate chem. bt ack.

i tink im gna mug for chem tday. i shall stay up all nite
and shant slp at all. cos i dowana fail chem. i rly dowan.
oh, i plan t focus on my human and sci t get my 3pointers.
i noe i cn do it, pls tel me t focus and nt t g astray.
and also tel me nt t be lazy. cos laziness is nt
gna get me anywher.

i miss lessons. i rather haf lessons den exams. dey're
stressin me out. im so glad skye, ame, zan and minn are safe.
i rly hope, wish, pray tht nth wil hpn t em agn.

im tinkg a lot suddenly. i was tinkg,
im stil tinkg. i dowana tink bt its bec of u i hafta.
i need t tink for yr future, yr happiness.
and u need t tink of it too. i noe its nt fair,
bt life is nv fair. sometimes u gota take whn ppl gif.
and evn if u dowana tk whn dey gif u stil hafta.
cos its life. i cnt call it regrettin bt im very scared
u'll regret one day, and i noe tht one day is comin soon.
i aint no idea y i am typin tis bt i jus wna let u noe.

u haf no idea how much i put in t get u,
and i dowana see tht in the end wht i get is simply nth.
y'noe tht feelin is gna hurt a lot. and im feelin it now.
i may fuckin laugh and fuckin smil bt u noe thts aint fuckin real.
wait, u dono. yeh, u dono. wht do u noe? tht u love me (do u?) only?
tht the no. is twenty-seven?
i've been tinkg all nite, all day, all mths. and i stil cnt find the
damn ans. QUICK! gimme the ans. i dowana feel so lost in
all tis.

cn u find me in all tis? cn u?
was it real tht it all hpnd in one day? was it jus a day?
or was it mths tht we've loved? things arent gg my way nw.
dey're gg t some way tht is gna brk ALL TIS APART.
all tis apart, do u noe?

do u tink u cn jus supplement it w love? was it love?
do u tink u cn jus supplement it w yr so called
swt words tht actl mk me wna believe and not.
was it all tht i've asked for?
was it evr evr be u? jus u only.
i only ask of u t gimme yr real u. e same taste im havin on
my lips. tht saltish taste tht i hate.
the taste tht i thgt i'l nv taste agn BT i was wrng.
and u thgt it was nth whn u tasted it.

do u noe tht im evn sad? cn u HEAR? cn u SEE?
u cnt cos ure jus nt sensitive enuf?
or u TINK tht u are. shower me w yr everyth bt dnt shower
me badly and leave me hurtin.

u nv noe honey.
how i wish everyth was accordin t wht was planned.

OH NO. MR TAN NOE THT HIS FOTO IS UPLOADED.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! and he asked how did he look? haha.
so funny. and he tld mr foo and he's quite KANCHEONG
t the max. haha.

no laughters, no hahas, no smiles, no everyth.
cn we g bac accordin t planned?



` spyker !

Yours, K
4:21 PM

YA AND SO IT BECAME LYDAT. i gt someone new t hate.
haha, i noe its quite lame la. bt i rly hate her.
ok, fine i shant say hate bt DISLIKE. yeh. and its gettin
annoyin. rly annoyin. i curse tht person t the max pls!
oh yeh, hven been bloggin for days and i kinda forgot wht hpnd
agn! aiya, my memory is failin me. im gna be 18 nex yr.

and geog paper was horrible! sucks sucks. i dint noe whtta do.
i kinda blank out bt i stil managed t write a lot.
math paper was relatively easy. bt it alwys be e same.
whn its easy for me i alwys fail. haha. and ah, i tel u ah, in the com
lab ah, gt some music ah, damn irritatin eh. KNS!
and sab is bein very pervertic, apparently she's zoomin on PPL.
tht disgustin horrible piece of meat. yeh, thts sab. haha.
if she's readin tis she's gna kill me! OH SHIT! HAHA.
im hidin it fr her cos she's seatin beside me. and ame is tryin t
help me. bt she's tryin nt t laugh (:

ok and im tinkg of smtg NAUGHTY. HAHA!
only you and i noe. HAHA. and talkin abt tht.
i need s'more. HAHA. oh shit, i cnt help bt smile. haha.
sab is smilin t herself. she'stinkg of smtg dirty agn!
HAHA!




i hate the colour black now, and its bec of YOU.



` spyker !

Yours, K
2:23 PM

dnt sound sad? mus sound sad den means sad? WEIRD.
haha. and im hungry. i noe la, im a piece of lard. HAHA!
and tday i had my prelims, oh gosh!
i tink i screwed it up lo. HOW HOW?! and the sec4E gt
bac their results for Os chinese. my mother did nt bad. bt mother,
i rly tink u shd re-take. its yr choice! (:
yep, haha. and im in my mom's office la. tis fat pig rly believe
tht im walkin ard spore. and my mom's office near yr hse. haha.


my mom's behind me sayin, "pay for the bill."
so cute right?
aiya, whtevr la. haha.
ok, dowana blog alr. and im HAPPY. bt suddenly SAD.
HAHA! BYES!!!!!!




` SPYKER !

Yours, K
9:18 PM

OKAY. IM SAD, VERY SAD AND ITS BCUS OF YOU.
YES, YOU. DO YOU SEE YOU'RE THE ONE?!
GET IT INTO YR HEAD, URE THE CAUSE OF IT!
STOP SPOILIN EVERYTH I'VE WAITED FOR COS YOU
NOE IM NT GNA LET YOU HAF IT YR WAY. GET IT?!

ok, im done rantin. so pissed.
pissed pissed. arghh. i jus cnt be at the finishin line.
it seems so far t me, i rly wna be at the finishin line bt i rly
dono whn wil it be. i dowana disappoint anybody bt i tink i hafta.
if its nt for me u'll be happier den wht u are nw. im SORRY.
i tink the finishin line wil nv be near t me, cos...
dnt you noe we're s far s me and the finishin line? do u get wht i mean?




` spyker !

Yours, K
11:06 AM

OOKKKAAAAYYY.
im bac t bloggin, as usual. haha. sch was borin as usual.
nth hpn in sch, well nt t me at least. haha.
and ytd was FUN. wait, i was suppose t haf tht bloody
headache BUT all was cured. all tnks t tis PARTICULAR
FAT PIG. haha. OOOHHH. my mom is bac fr her 1 mth
business trip! im so hpy ok! cn finally see her aft 254812582 yrs.
whn she came bac hm str away she slpt! so pig! bt who cares.

i had EXCHANGE PROGRAMME ytd. haha, so stupid.
and the photos in yr camera was hilarious, stupid actions.
haha. i hate wednesdays and fridays. sucks like anythin.
ms kang said tht we cn haf a field trip and i rly wnt a field trip.
im sure it gna be fun, bt den she said SEE FIRST. kns.
prelims in N.I.N.E days and guess wht, i haven start on revision.
im gna be so dead and im gna be meat. dead meat. HAHA.

im so hpy tis few mths. wo bu zhi dao wei shen mo. haha
hpy shalala, its so nice t be hpy shalala(?)
is tht hw it suppose t g? haha.
forevr and evr u'l be in my hrt, oh yeahhhhhh.
is tht hw tis song goes too? aiya, ack la!


forevr u stay in my hrt.
cos forevr we'l stay.
and ure my pretty girl.
alwys my pretty girl.
i love you ! ! ! !



` spyker !

Yours, K
2:15 PM

AGN! durin recess im bloggin.
shit jus heard the damn bell. DING DONG BELL.
haha. okay, nex is chinese. wang li's lesson so sian ji pua!
SIANSATION lei!
who cares im stil gna cont typin tis entry.
oh had kang's lessons jus now, it was funny and fun for
the FIRST time. and the way she laugh is so funny.
and she haf the SAME action as koh. so cute RIGHT?

dammit. im JEALOUS.
HAHA. jealous over some stupid thing and u evn said i was
PAJIAO! hellos! is YOU pajiao ok. uh, say yrself first pls.
ltr got geog test lo and i DINT study. very gd. fail alr la.
somemore the topics ultra borin pls!
woah, im beginnin t love sundays and maybe a bit of saturdays!
and i hafta start studyin for my prelims alr. Ns are comin.
right right.
I LOVE SCHOOL. and u noe why!




uoyevoli .



` spyker !

Yours, K
11:10 AM