Friday, May 20, 2005
hello ):
im so sad now. im so bloody sad. and i dun tink you noe why im sad. and if ure wonderin why im sad, den lemme
tell you. im sad bcus of you. but i doubt you'll bother. yeh, u dun bother ):
i dono whether t say everything here, im afraid tt ppl mite noe. hahs, like dey will also bother t read my blog?
i alr haf a decision in my head, but im still tinkg. i dono wht im doin now benefit me or you. but wev im tryin
t do now is hurtin me very badly. i dono why all these is happening, and i nvr want it t happen.
tmr is 4mths, one week. how much longer do you want me t wait? are you jus playin hard t get? if you are,
PLS stop. cos you're hurtin me. why must all these shit happen t me?! did i nt put in enuf t get you?
beat me t wake me up. my life is a livin hell. its screwed and messy, clear it up. i dowana live this life. this sucks.
)):
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can you pls dun turn away and say no?
do you noe you're treatin me so badly?
you cnt heal me with your lies!
stop it! think wht you're doing t me.
feel my pain will ya?
feel e emotion im feelin.
stop makin me cry, it gettin nowhere.
i so wna say ' its time baby, lets end everything now... '
but you know i cnt let you go, and i dowan t.
if i tell you how the hell i feel, will you even care?
but.. isit more den a bloody fren?
i dono anymore. inside me i scream,
but no one hears me anymore, nt even you.
tell me, wht am i suppose t do. whn my life is a livin hell
and.......
whn i aint got you ))):
gimme strength t carry on. spyke's gna brk down soon. VERY soon.
heal me with your love. spyke's gg down too. she's half way down. save me )):
` spyke
