im so fuckin sad now. okays, if YOU're readin this. read e past ENTRIES.
i so like want you t noe how e fuckin hell i feel, but its nt getting thru.
i rly wna brk down n cry my fuckin heart out. i feel e damn burden in
me. its so damn heavy, my heart jus sank so deep. im jus lyin t myself, it hurts so badly. and if i gotta cut my heart out, you'll see all e scars and scratches on e surface of e fragile heart. i HATE myself. all those things i did for you, u mean it dint even touch u at all? i did it willingly i noe,
but dun u jus feel e passion i haf for you? i so wna hate you, i rly wna hate
you. but i cnt bring myself t do it. i jus love you.
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i was willing t fight for you,
i was willing t cry for you.
but i still had t gif you up,
cause even though i was willing t do EVERTHING for you,
you weren't.
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I LOVE YOU. i dono how t mk u do, so tis is all i can say.
and i rly do. pls, im sufferin here. ease my pain.


` SPYKE

Yours, K
2:48 PM