Saturday, May 7, 2005
tday i started off my day with a bad note. kena scolded by kang, bcus of my fuckin hair. im sry i used vulgarities but i cnt control it. den she tld me tt my hair is too short., blah blah. so i hafta wear a stupid hairband ard e school and yes, it looks damn weird. i hate it. fuckin hate it.
and my leg is injured! its damn pain, den nw
blue black. hafta kinda limp ard whn walk and its like at the to dere! hmpfh.
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tday roz damn funny la, she was showin me and my frens tt she look pregnant. so she pushed up her tummy and casey did it with her. super funny, i and co. kept laughing! den she did her USUAL funny stupid faces and she shake her arms like monkey! i wna see it agn. mks me laugh till my tummy cn burst!! and i and ame was learning t copy jay chou's
'ni chou kai' so cute okays!
den let ame(small) listen t 'an jing' so she cn play it on e piano so she cn teach me! hahs.
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okays, i was like waiting t see
you aft sch tday but
you dint come down until 3 plus. and i was super happy whn i saw
you. YAY! hahs, den i hafta go through e torturing days of saturday and sunday cos i cnt even see
you at all. you got tuition. stupid tuition! dun tk e leta's content t heart i was jus writing wht i tink and wht i felt. yeh, but if
you like kinda got affected den im sry. but i noe
you wun. cos
you wun care. fuck, cnt
you jus care for me a bit more? suck my blood only! HAHS! anws, im like kinda happy in e first half of e morning, ard early afternoon. i was damn happy. hahs. but den i saw someone and i was not happy anymore. everytime i see tt idiot my mood wil jus change, i noe she shdnt b affecting me but she is. is like everytime i see her i tink of
you. and i dowan t tink of
you whn i see her. i hate tt moron. im sry but i hate tt moron.
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wht am i gna do if waiting is not gna help?
i dowana gif you up, baby.
cos only 3 words can explain this; ilu.
` spyke
all i can do is t wait -
