Saturday, May 21, 2005
hey )):
tday is nt one of my beta days. so screwed up. first it was e youth concert; does the ppl in charge tinks tt band is like
their bacup?! for goodness sake, its nt! band is like one of the most impt cca in spore? and ppl jus dun appreciate band.
esp ppl in my sch. everything was nt accordin t planned. drags. this sucks.
and another; YOU!
i was so sad the whole of ytd n tday. and i was sad bcus of you. cos firstly, u dint feel e way i felt for you.
secondly, i was tinkg whether t _______ or nt. i was like tinkg? frens tels me t, and some tels me nt t. im gg crazy.
im nt gna go on anymore, or i'll jus cry typin tis entry. and im feelin pain. e pain jus cut through me, so deeply.
and its nt gna go away, it cnt. cn you heal me? its wrong, but so wht? i cn make you happier den anyone else cn.
ilu.
im sry ))):
` spyke