Friday, May 6, 2005
okays, had my chinese exam tday and im
comfirm failin it.
blame it on e compre and my poor command of chinese. this sucks la.
for the first time, my compo was so
FINE-ing long la. okays, u mus b wonderin wht fine? its actually fuck, but den i wna control myself fr using
vulgarities so sub words lo. it was nt a happy day for me even tho i wished tt i'll b happy everyday! but its obviously impossible. cos im without
you.
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jus found out smth, and i was kinda shock. its like my fren tld me smth and i purposely dint hear it. and it was like she tld me another fren of mine likes me. wht bad taste. HAHS! and it rained so heavily, but its gd okays. so i cn get t see
YOU longer. but u left kinda fast. like earlier den usual. dammit. and im still waiting. im contradicting myself.
i tld kerrie i was nt waiting for
you anymore but i still am! hahs. probably i cnt bear t let it go at all. its jus so heart pain t let go.
well, i liked
you first and
you dint. i
DONT haf e power okays. since whn do i haf e power as said by yr frens? i dun haf it at all, if i haf e POWER, ure alr mine den. hahs. ure so darn difficult okays! but im still tryg.
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and t everyone out dere who is feelin e pain in e heart,
dun fret. cos ure nt e only one, im sure dere will b frens for you.
even if nt, try nt t tink so much bcus its nt gna help.
well, at least im tryg nt t tink abt all e sad things. be happy.
(:
even if its nt forever, den mk it e longest it can be ` spyke
time passes slowly when im
WAITING.