Monday, April 25, 2005
okayys, fianally gone my com up. FINALLY!
okayys. look, i noe im forcin myself. u obviously tink likewise bcus now u dun care.
u alr got someone new. so y shd i bother, even if i bother m i appreciated? i doubt so.
and i dowana keep cryin for someone whom i thought love me.
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this is another entry for you.
u read it ytd right? yep, u did. u tld me. doh. and ure rly cute. and i miss you nw.
cos right nw ure havin tution den cnot msg me, so SAD ): anws, i dun lyk e mop hair too.
shu dun like her too, nobody lyks her xcept yr gd fren! hahs! i noe and yr gd fren cn NVR
be separated. opps, did i jux irritate you? HAHAHA. im glad i noe YOU! jux tt i gotta
try harder rite? and mk u haf tt kinda feelin for me. its so diff. im tryg i guess (:
i got a lot of chocs at hm. u want some, pig? okayys. i hope u msg me after yr tuition (:
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oh no, exams seems t be nearer each time den soon prelims den N lvls. fuck man.
but im gettin on fine cos im tinkg of you.
im still waiting, accept me soon.
` spyke
always.
/ laters.
night post-_____________________
okayys, hate me for all u want. from e day u blog abt him, i dun feel yr love coming.
and u caused it. u wanted a brk n so i gave it t you. and nw ure lyk this? u tld me t move on
and so i did. u said u will t. i'll fuck off, u dun need me since the first day u got close t him.
u were not sad tt we broke too. u dint shed s much tears s me. blame it on me if u feel
beta this way. hate me if u feel beta too. all i cn say is nobody is gna noe hw i feel
anymore. cos i'll nvr say cos nobody cares. u shd b hpy things turn out this way, simply bcus u
wanted it. and whn i let go u say fuck off. all along u wanted a brk not me.
i noe even if i say sry, its not gna help cos u hate me. but it wun hurt me t say sry.
IM SORRY.
