Sunday, May 1, 2005
haven been updating, cos i want SOMEONE t read my past post. so if YOU r readin tis post,
pls read my past entry. but yr com is like down with e stupid virus. i wna kill e damn virus.
im eating honey stars now, den im like thinkin of you cos u love honey stars. im sry im
thinkin of you. i cnt help it. dun angry okays. i noe u dun lyk it. and ure some pig, fell
aslp on me! cos u dint reply me, too tired ah? study too much or miss me too much?
im so ego! hahs. im listening t a very sad song now, n im thinkin of all e sad things
u said t me. feel like cryin, this sucks. its like i love you a lot, but im afraid tt if i tel you,
you'll get angry. and i hate rejection, and i jus got it. i cant tell you how i feel at all right?
so im sayin it thru here. im really afraid tt you'll get super angry if i tell you how i
feel. i cant keep it bottled inside me. i need t let it out, i noe you'll nvr like me. its like
im doin e extreme in likin you whn i noe ure nvr gna like me. this sucks too ):
and this paragraph is really kinda long, i got so many things t pour out. argh!fuckit.
dun get angry okayys? cos im gna say this...
I LOVE YOU // *so whn you see this,
DUN angry okayys? i cant help my feelings. you can choose t ignore it,
so i can choose t love you. and monday got NO school!! fuckit la, see you one day
LESS.
i hate this too. i want school like everyday, hahs. im insane. nobody wants t go school
everyday and its only me. and its simply cos i wna see you.
do you even FEEL for me?oh, whn u read tis entry. pls stil do reply my msges okays?! cos whn u tried avoidin me
tt time i was devastated! i was so sad, kept checkin my fone t see whether you got reply me.
and i type so much for you. SEE! i so nice!
im so sad, thinkin of what you said t me before again. fuck. im gna cry really soon.
if you want me t gif up, i will and its bcus
I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH! i really dowana
gif it all up ):
ayways, tday went for e perfect 10 i dare you to thing. its like u get instant cash but e
djs drag e time den cldnt do it. n some was quite embarrassing. its like wear a thai boxin shorts n go t opp lido n shout PERFECT TEN DARE ME TO. skye was like askin me t go but den so malu la. sai. den got one is hold someone's ass n chest of e same sex. n me n skye wanted t do it w our frens, but e djs skip tt dare. dere were a lot more dares but e cash was low. tmr gg agn.
hahs. and i'll prob do e dare on wearin e thai boxin shorts if YOU'RE dere. cos at least can
show off a bit. HAHS!
fuck la, my dad jus tld me i only can leave hse ard 2 plus tmr. which means i cnt do e dares.
okayys, maybe nex week or smth la. will YOU b dere t see me do it? wait, i forgot dere
is exams! after exams okayys? cos it'll be on for 4 weeks.
mus come okays, den u can slack in town.
YAY!__________________ for YOU.
` t the world you may be one person, but t me you're the world.` my love for you is true, and it'll nvr grow old.` a fren's love will say: if you need anything, i'll be dere.` true love will say: you nvr need anything, i'll be dere.` my love comes from the heart, it will outlast anything.` my love want to unlock your bars of impossibility.________________
i wait for you, anxious to see your face.i stand and watch, looking at e first sign of yr arrival.i finally see you, i tk a 2nd look makin sure you're really dere.my pulse races and i crack a smile, this is what i've been waiting for.you begin t approach and smiled.i smiled back, and think t myself i'll wait forever.- i hope you get what i mean. ilu.
` SPYKE
