okays! SP IK E ` is bac!
and sp ik e ` jus realised tt she haven do her chem hmwk. dammit.
and she's planning not t do unless lao shi force her t and she will tk
own sweet time n do. who cares.

and for the past 3 days or so it was HELL for me. fuck everything, i jus wished
everythin cn tide dwn so dere wil be no more quarrels, i rly hope all will be
WELL. and i oso hope tt u rly love me lyk u did and dun let me dwn anymore.
pls, show it t me.
and t diana, white hair is lousy. NOBODY wants white hair. bah.
and dun anyhow use my name t say smth gd abt u, even if i did, i wun and neva
mean anything. u forced me t. hah.

oh i jus cut my hair, its a bit messy. err, no. VERY messy. but i tink its nicer
den my used t be mushroom hairstyle. tt one was OUT! like bushy mushroom!
HAH. and its gonna b 6! yay! soon soon soon. im waitg for it are you?


givin u half of my heart '

i love YOU (:

now and forever more.

Yours, K
7:36 AM

okayys. i noe i dint blog for lyk a super long time. hah. im so sry but nobody cares.
i cnt rmb what happened for the past few weeks, so im typin what i rmb.
but i cnot. and my com is not up yet so cnot talk t YOU (: at nite. gota wait
until yr bro and parents slp den cn talk. but seems lyk we got not muct t say alr.
why why why? maybe u got new partner t talk t. and i rly wana trust what u tel me,
but i dono if i cn. pls gimme a chance t trust u. i hope i cn. i hope u cn. plss.
heyho, i cnt wait for tmr n sat! bcus im gonna mit YOU (: yay.
finally. drags, n im so tired recently. study too much! stop gifg yr stupid face okayys!
hah. anws, kellyn tinks im weird and cute. i cnt help it. but i'l jus accept it. THX AH!

some PIG slpg nw, so dint reply me. hoHOho. and t yr GOOD FREN.
i dun lyk him. i noe u do, but i dun n i wun. so u got bac yr fone, u shd b msgin him.
happy doin so! i jus recruit a new hougang member. sry jeanna. dint tel u. hah.
kellyn is missin TT smell, tt nice smellin thing tt she claims tt she cn smell it
wherever she goes. oh. its FOOD smell. fat pig. grace ong got my 6260 fone!
tt stupid shit got it first. argh! okayys.

** this is dedicated to WHITE HAIR. i noe yr best fren is in the piano haf fun playin
with IT. n i rly tink yr fren is crk. hah. msg me n tel me whats her name. thx.

rites, tday kell's bro bdae. n i saw him, he dint bother t say hi too! tt stupid meano.
my hands r cold n its diff t type so i'l end.

heyho, im in love. i love YOU (: miss YOU (: too.
love me till eternity okayys?

'i'll love you until my dying day'

/laters

Yours, K
3:45 PM

oh hey hey! guess what. im doin my CME project; marriage is a serious commitment.
and all e websites e tcher gave, i cnot find what i wana find. argh. so WHY is marriage a
serious commitment. if anyone sees this, msg me and TELL ME PLEASE!
oh kerrie jus told me ONE point. i need more! thx karen too! haha.
presentation is abt 3 mins, to me like so long bcus i dono what to say.
hope i get a high mark for it. *wishes hardd! and i only got a few points for it.
and i spk so fast and so i haf a huge feelin that my prensentation will last very short!
still cant find any abt tt. only a few but dosen really make sense.

oh, and i cant wait for sat to come! so excited. and im VERY sad tt i still
cant do my project properly. sigh. anyways i shd be doin my project.


love YOU (:

/laters.

Yours, K
11:25 AM

im super happy for the 2004 batch. 91 ppl got A1s compared to last yr.
and i wana get 5 A1s for my O's. i really wana make myself and my parents
PROUD. it always been my dream to haf a star in the sch with my name on it of cos.
i wana be the top student in my stream, but i aint sure i'll get it bcus,
apparently there are a lot of competitors here and dere.

enough abt that. oh im finally gettin my OWN com in my room after much
persuasion and mom finally gave a go ahead. 4 more yrs, im waiting.
and im feelin kinda sad. since ytd and i dono why. smth is wrong with me, very wrong.
oh, mom asked me ytd if i was mentally unsound and so i said NO. and she was like
yr aunt told me ure trap in a 11-12 yr old body. whatever.
im not okayy! i noe smth i look like one, but i cant help it. so see, smth IS
seriously wrong with me.

everytime i tink abt it, it jus gimme the chills and the fear in me comes out.
im so scared now, really very scared. i noe i haf you (: physically but im not sure if i haf you
mentally. as in if yr heart is really with me. its so saddening ):

friday 25. jus passed, was i happy? i tink i am. butn im sad at the same time.
do you (: really tink what we are gg thru is worth IT. you (: tink it is?
i dono. pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls PLS, assure me.


i love YOU (:

let me hold on to you (: and dont make me let go bcus my arms only wana hold on to YOU (: and only YOU (:

/laters.

Yours, K
6:19 AM