Tuesday, February 22, 2005
what i need is a new blogskin.
i've been lookin at this fuckin blogskin for like stupid 6mths.
and i need it new, need my fone new, my shoes, my room etc.
-all this come so quickly. first u like her den now ME?
oh please, im not good. i totally suck, u dono me YET.
and so sunday passed. and saturday was FUN fun FUN!
i went k box with meilin, shu, sook fung, jolyn, hougang VP, chang and kayminn.
and we dint sing. we shout/scream at the top of our voices. so fuckin noisy,
but it was damn fun. we go agn?
i cant stand your face, u make me fuckin wana PUKE. P.U.K.E
get your ass outta my face and scram and so i dont hafta see your stupid screwed up face
of yrs.
-stop tellin me u love me, u dono how u hurt me. since u showed me your love CAN
be shared. so y dont u jus gif it all to the other?
u dono me well enough, u dont appreciate me, what for i gif all my damn sarcrifices
for. i dont want you outta my life but u wana go.
i got fuckin limits and u beta noe it. u caused ALL this and it wasnt my fault.
u made me what i am and u still dare blame me for being, JEALOUS?
if im not i wont care, i wont fuckin care what u do who u hang out with.
and if u dowan me to care, i will. jus tel me, and we jus hafta brk again.
u dont need me, i dont see u needin me. im tired of all this brk ups.
fuckin hell, i hope the other burn in hell. im sry i said this, but u cant stop me.
ahhhs. fuck! my eyes are red! sore eyes! so pain.
look into my eyes, if u say its nice; its nice because its full of tears.
u made me cry, and now im nth but scars and scratches that u inflicted on me.
THANKS.
u never noe how much u hurt me, u NEVER noe bcus, even if you noe.
will you fuckin do anything? u wont fuckin care.
its not the same anymore.
two words; you changed.
off.