im super happy for the 2004 batch. 91 ppl got A1s compared to last yr.
and i wana get 5 A1s for my O's. i really wana make myself and my parents
PROUD. it always been my dream to haf a star in the sch with my name on it of cos.
i wana be the top student in my stream, but i aint sure i'll get it bcus,
apparently there are a lot of competitors here and dere.

enough abt that. oh im finally gettin my OWN com in my room after much
persuasion and mom finally gave a go ahead. 4 more yrs, im waiting.
and im feelin kinda sad. since ytd and i dono why. smth is wrong with me, very wrong.
oh, mom asked me ytd if i was mentally unsound and so i said NO. and she was like
yr aunt told me ure trap in a 11-12 yr old body. whatever.
im not okayy! i noe smth i look like one, but i cant help it. so see, smth IS
seriously wrong with me.

everytime i tink abt it, it jus gimme the chills and the fear in me comes out.
im so scared now, really very scared. i noe i haf you (: physically but im not sure if i haf you
mentally. as in if yr heart is really with me. its so saddening ):

friday 25. jus passed, was i happy? i tink i am. butn im sad at the same time.
do you (: really tink what we are gg thru is worth IT. you (: tink it is?
i dono. pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls PLS, assure me.


i love YOU (:

let me hold on to you (: and dont make me let go bcus my arms only wana hold on to YOU (: and only YOU (:

/laters.

Yours, K
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