Tuesday, September 21, 2004
im back!
and im so tired.tok to her until 5am or later in e mornin.
tt stupid cow say she not tired but in e end she fell asleep!
tt lazy bum.
den asked her smth and she din reply cus she fell totally flat on her bed.
urh.actually me too.
i wana be e queen cow's king.
i so wana be.
but tt will hafta depend on tt silly cow answer.
i tink silly cow tok to HER alr.dey seem to b on gd terms,
and SHE said dey're ok le.
oh well.bet dey're gonna b close again.
i see u standin right in front of me,
but i cant haf you.
oh i noe want and need is different.
but u shd noe how i feel towards you.
i
confessed.
argh.den nowi dono wata do.
i donol how u feel for me,
i hope is real and true.
don b pressurised by frens or HER.
follow yr heart.
sigh.
im so sad.
fuck it.
will the day ever come for us?
i never know.
i wished i do.
cos i.....
love
my
silly cow.
ah yes.
i do!